It’s almost 1 am on a Sunday night, and I’m doing my Bio homework… ^^;
I wish I knew how to manage my time better- I’m always doing things at the last minute. I have a 7 page essay for History due on Thursday, but I might be starting that on Wednesday night… x_X I honestly wish that at this current point in my life that I had grown up where my schooling and parents were more strict on me- I’m afraid I’ll grow up to be a hopeless bum…
School has really been stressing me out, but when I stop to think about it, it seems manageable, I just can’t bring myself to do it. I’ll have to learn eventually ;_;
I’ve really been into High-King’s “Destiny Love”! I can’t remember the last time I loved a song so much! I like it so much, I don’t want to cover it in fear of butchering it, but so want to cover it at the same time ;_;
For my birthday a few months ago, my friend gave me a cute present filled with little things inside. I just started using the nail polish she gave me- it’s not really a color, just clear (or tinted light, light pink) and sparkly. It’s just cute and fun and I like it! However, I was really into painting them (I don’t usually do) so I did several coats and even moved onto my toes. ^^; Procrastination…
I’m in the “higher level” at my school, and I really don’t want to be or think I should… I’m not that smart and my work ethics aren’t good. I’m really stressing out because I don’t know what to do with myself. I know I’m whining, but it’s really hard to explain.
I even re-watched the Daughter/Servant of Evil videos… I think it’s super interesting, and I sang the Len song and Aura will sing the Rin one- I’m excited! I want to do a duet, but maybe our voices clash too much…?
I can’t remember the last time I slept before 1 am! On weekdays when I get home from school I almost immediately take a nap until around 6 (for 2 hours?) and then try to function again. But still, I don’t go straight into my homework… I wish I had been raised as one of those kids whose parents would always nag them to do their homework. I don’t know; maybe I was but was also really rebellious. I feel rebellious now, too.
