Feeling stressed…

January is a horrible, horrible month. I know a lot of other people have tests/exams/other things going on in their lives, but i have so much packed into this one week. I should go do something about it, and I have, but… Naichau Kamo (/stolen from Nami’s blog)

Tomorrow’s not a bad day. I finished my Science homework last class, so I’m good there. But Math. Oh, Math. I am like 8 math exercises behind the class. To be honest, that is actually NOT THAT BAD, because there are so many people who are way farther behind than me. And they aren’t worth marks, but the teacher prefers that they are handed in, so she can tell if we have any idea what we’re doing? And I have a quiz in Math tomorrow in preperation for the test on Wednesday! I always fail the quizzes but do really well on the tests. WHAT?! It’s so strange… But luckily, quizzes are worth no marks either. xD;; But I have to finish the test review that IS worth marks… ;-;

Tuesday is my Japanese written exam! It would only be the first part of the exam, but on the date of the second day (to write the second part of the exam), I have my piano exam, and have to write both parts on the same day. I am doing really well in that class, so I just have to review on things, but we’re getting a whole study period tomorrow! (And I can study during my piano lesson tomorrow night 8Db. My FINAL PIANO LESSON EVER! I am so excited, you have no idea. I am no Mano Erina, or Beethoven, and I am happy that I might be able to do something I actually like soon… whatever that may be.) I think I will study during my spare too…

Wednesday is my math test! It’s EVERYTHING that I have learned from the first day of school until now, and I am completely dreading it. I know my stuff decently (the older stuff) and trig, but there are some things that I don’t fully comprehend. And last time I asked my teacher for help, I was such a dumbass, because I asked her the day of the test at lunch (I had Math last slot) and she was SO angry at me. But I did really well on the test. xD;; She probably thinks I’m one of the smartest dumbasses ever. And I have a Poetry test in English- I feel like I’m walking in an exit-less maze when it comes to poems.

Thursday is the day of my piano exam! ;_; I seem to ALWAYS get stomach aches when I am there, waiting for my time with the examiner. I almost was late because of it. This year was… really half-assed because I wanted to quit, but no one would let me. If I finish this level, I will have my last high school level, though (but that’s only if I pass…). I quit figure skating this year too, so maybe they want to spread it out more? I want to take vocal lessons, but my dad is dead-set on getting this specific vocal coach. I don’t know if vocal lessons are just vocal lessons or a specific type (I am not interested in choir…), but I just want to take lessons from someone who knows what they are doing! I took lessons in Elementary/Junior High for a half year-year at this “music school”, and all we did was do warm-ups and sing a song; I could have easily done that on my own time.

And Thursday is my Geography test! Which I should study for. It will probably be moved forward a day or two because I won’t be at school all day Thursday.

Man, I feel SO whiny with this post, but it feels good to get some of it off my chest. T_T AND there’s 2 weeks until the deadline of Anime Idol ‘08 by Desho and Keruri Aohoshi, and the duet I am doing with Aurora is… 5% started. I really should study and practive piano, and while I will (cram), I will probably waste time with my concert groupdub and reading of One Piece. That is my computer life.

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